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“Is someone else joining us?” Alexander asked, concern on his face. He glanced at her, and she knew he was concerned not about another guest but that some kind of emergency would call her away.
But she had no warnings popping up.
“Yes,” Iago said as Cassandra went to the door. “I meant to message you about it but I forgot, sorry. We weren’t even sure if he’d be available, but we invited Father Sair to join us.”
Pirra wasn’t even sure who that was. She took a moment, puzzling if the translation of ‘father’ was accurate. If it was, who was he father of . . . ?
“Alexander, Pirra, I’d like to introduce you to Father Sair,” Cassandra said. She seemed to be bursting with excitement and nervousness as she gestured to the man.
He was a tall young human male, light skin and hair, his eyes green. He appeared younger than any present, which made the ‘Father’ appellation even more confusing to her.
His outfit was odd, too; almost everyone on a ship wore something that provided at least some protection against being vented, but this man just had crude brown robes on.
“Hello,” she said politely.
“Oh, hi,” Alexander said, sounding odd. He stood and offered the man a hand. He shook it, his face serene.
“I hope my presence is not an issue,” he said, a gentle smile on his face.
“No, I’m fine with it,” Alexander said, almost too quickly.
“I don’t mind,” Pirra said. She really didn’t, but she did know she was missing something and hoped it would be set straight soon.
“Please, Father, sit here,” Cass said, gesturing him to a seat.
“Oh, thank you,” he said, taking the chair. A lopsided smile crossed his face. “This looks far better than what I typically eat,” he admitted. “I never ate out much, as you might guess.”
Iago seemed amused, but Pirra did not get the joke.
“Father Sair is the one who Saved me,” Cassandra said, sitting down and just beaming at the man.
“Saved?” Pirra asked. “Are you in something like Response?”
Iago cleared his throat. “Oh, Pirra, Father Cathal Sair is a clergyman for the Esoteric Order, our faith.”
“Oh!” Pirra said. “So Father is a title . . . ?”
“Yes,” Cass said. “I’m so sorry, it didn’t occur to me to tell you . . .”
“It’s fine,” Pirra said, unbothered. She looked at the Father. “Is this a faith from ancient Earth?” she asked. “I’m afraid I don’t know much about . . .” she trailed off as she realized she only had heard that the church was called the ‘Esoteric Order’, but not the name of the religion itself.
“Infinitism,” Sair offered. “And it’s understandable – we are widespread but diffuse, especially in Sapient Union space. Though most of our congregations are more than two,” he said genially, looking to Iago and Cassandra.
“Three,” Cassandra said softly.
“Two,” Elliot said.
It went quiet again. Cassandra looked to her son, but she did not look angry, only slightly hurt. Iago, however, looked angry.
“To finish answering you, however – yes and no,” Father Sair said. “Our faith existed on ancient Earth though it was not known well. But likewise we existed on other worlds . . . even Enope,” he said, smiling a little.
“It couldn’t be on Enope prior to contact,” Pirra said confused.
“Perhaps some would say that yours – and others – were only similar,” Sair continued. “But in our eyes we see a continuation between species. It’s very powerful to believe, isn’t it? Perhaps as close as we could ever come to true evidence. Though I am pleased to still accept the Infinite on Faith regardless.”
“Oh, all right,” Pirra said, unsure what to say. Iago was looking at her, and she couldn’t tell if he was annoyed or just looking serious. Hopefully she hadn’t been rude accidentally.
“I’ve been told that you’re somewhat spiritual yourself,” Sair continued to her. “An ancient Dessei belief in wind spirits.”
“Er . . .” Pirra’s crest flipped in sudden embarrassment. “I wouldn’t really say that. It’s an old faith, yes, but . . . to me it’s just a part of my ancient culture. I can’t say I believe in anything supernatural or . . . on just faith. I prefer to place my faith in my team and others around me.”
She wondered if her words were too standoffish, but Sair seemed to take them quite seriously. “I can understand that. Not everyone in the Dark is lost, after all.”
Pirra jabbed a fork into a larger piece of the fish casserole and then swallowed it. She didn’t fully tilt her head back, but she heard Cass’s startled intake of breath as she did it.
Which, frankly, Pirra knew would happen, she’d done it for that purpose. It was a power move in a way, and she felt a little annoyed at herself for doing it, but she was feeling somewhat put on the spot.
Sair, however, did not seem bothered. Alexander was watching her, though, and she decided to try and calm herself before she got truly annoyed.
“I’m sorry to interrupt the conversation, and I know we’ve begun eating already,” Cassandra said, “but could you please say Grace for us? Alexander, Pirra, I hope you don’t mind?”
“No,” Alexander said.
“Of course not,” Pirra replied, though she had no idea what Grace was.
“Aww, mom . . .” Elliot said, but then nodded and put his elbows on the table, holding his hands straight upward.
It seemed some sort of religious pose, and Iago, Cassandra and Sair all did the same.
“Let us give thanks to the Infinite,” Sair began. “For it is the Infinite that has brought us together today so that we may live before we die.
Its subtle reach guiding our paths so that we may find each other in a dark and hostile universe.
Though the darkness ever encroaches, when we understand our place in Infinity, we possess an inner light that is undying even beyond its extinguishment.
Amen.”
He lowered his head, eyes closed, looking down at the table – which Iago and Cassandra mirrored, though Elliot looked at her while tilting his head down. He looked annoyed and slightly bored.
Pirra found herself feeling uncomfortable – not with their actions, but the words themselves.
How horribly fatalistic it all sounded . . .
“Amen,” Iago and Cassandra said at once. Then they lifted their heads, smiling.
“Thank you so much, Father,” Cassandra said emphatically.
“You do not need to thank me,” he replied pleasantly. “I am pleased to do it – though you know that all of our words are equally lost within Infinity.”
“That sounds a little . . . grim,” Pirra said without thinking. “The thoughts being lost, I mean . . . sorry, not trying to be rude. I’m just not sure if I’m missing out on some understanding again.”
“You have it quite right,” Father Sair said. “But surely you’d agree that the vastness of space dwarfs us all, yes?”
“Of course,” Pirra replied.
“Anything we do is insignificant in the scheme of the universe,” Father Said continued, his words serious. “I am no more important – nor less important – than anyone else who exists.”
“So it’s sort of about equality?” Pirra asked.
“To some extent, though I would say the most important part is accepting our own insignificance.”
Pirra didn’t feel she had an over-inflated sense of her importance in the universe, but she also felt odd about intentionally viewing herself as insifignant.
“We are all tiny motes of light,” Cassandra now said. “And one day we shall dim. But we shall always exist.”
“I see,” Pirra said. “I just feel like it could kind of . . . cause people to put their genuine needs aside in a way that is exploitative.”
“Pirra . . . perhaps let’s not talk about this now?” Alexander said carefully.
Father Sair put up a hand to calm Alexander. “We can change the topic if you wish, but she’s not causing any insult. I quite understand her questions.” He looked back to her. “You’re quite right, Mrs. Pirra. But we believe that even motes of insignificance deserve lives of meaning and plenty. Equally – we have no grand leader of our faith who sits on a golden throne . . .”
“Wearing a giant hat?” Pirra asked, hoping the joke would hit properly.
Sair seemed to get it, his eyes sparkling and a slight smile returning to his face. “I don’t think we have any hats associated with our faith, now that I think about it. Perhaps I could ask about getting one, though. A beanie could be quite striking.”
“Father!” Cassandra said in faux shock. “You’re being ridiculous again!”
He smiled more openly. “Oh dear, I forgot for a moment how serious I should be.”
They both laughed, and Pirra decided that while she could not say she found his faith very . . . compelling . . . the man himself seemed all right.
“Let’s drink to friends,” Iago said, holding up his glass.
Alexander grinned and raised his. “Sounds like a great idea to me!”
Pirra did as well, feeling a little more at ease, along with Cass and Father Sair.
“Saúde!”


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